"Start from somewhere".
Those three words are the reply to the question "Where do I begin". Last week wasn't very exciting. The main highlight was attending the Just-a-Band "sorry for the delay" album launch on Saturday night. Dancing in the rain was absolutely fantastic! I also made a new friend, she knew I was gay and I knew she was lesbian. Very interesting soul.
Before that I was at a club dancing my ass off. I let myself get derailed this time. Didn't hit on anyone, nor did anyone hit on me. When I said "I'm not a party animal" a friend was eager to remind me that I'd partying the whole month, followed by that YOLO slogan.
Before that I was on a date. It was the 2nd date with that individual, and we were discussing men. I like the fellow, but he's still hangup on his ex. I'm worried. Competing with people's old flames has never ended well on my part. One more date then, but I'm not going to get my hopes up.
Before that, I was in a shower of , yes, someone else house, telling myself that I was silly for getting myself into bed with them again. No more, I literally fled that apartment, telling my friends that awkward moment when the top thought the sex was great. I have seriously considered ditching bottom exclusivity and turning top. I've had enough.
Before that,I think I was writing the previous post.
It's the 2nd last day of October.
So far I've received quite a number of emails turning my job application down. Nice, automated things. Especially the ones from banks. "We wish you success with your future." At this rate I may have to start thinking entrepreneurship... But of course as with everything else, it's got it's headaches, finding what works and what doesn't, funding, business plans...It needs plenty of thought and barrels of courage.