I absolutely loathe it when people you think are friends and all just talk trash behind your back... A while back (like 2 years ago) i came out to an old trusty friend. As in, i've grown up with him, mutual schools and friends etc. So when he confronted me askin if i was queer, he was totally supportive btw, saying its cool etc etc. I'm not exactly the most "straight acting fellow" (infact T uses me as a benchmark for queerness lol) so i couldn't deny it. Plus i was tired of living my life as a lie at the time. Very caged feeling when you're hiding stuff from people you deem close friends...anyway.
So i heard he's been ridiculling me, using me as a base for jokes and stuff. These are traits of a homophobic person. My question is, why do you say it's fine for me to be queer but when i'm not there/around you i'm subject to all modes of slander? It's not me alone, i'm sure some queer guys out there also have it tough... It looks like i was lied to by this fellow.
My point is, if you're heterosexual and you have a queer friend, and you say you're ok with it but in reality you're not, why do you do that, go and shit talk about them? My goodness just shut up if you have issues with your friend being queer! Bloody back stabbers... I've ignored the issue but when next i see them i'll have a firm word with them. I wish they knew what challenges queer people in Kenya go through...
Anyhoo, thats life...you live, you learn.
|if i never see your face again-Maroon 5|